“My First Year In
Teaching”
Nav Uppal
As a newly qualified teacher (NQT) who has completed two terms teaching I
feel I am now in a position to share my experiences objectively and honestly!
I
have been invited to write this piece for ‘Teacherworld’
so during the Easter holidays (April 2004!), I found
the first opportunity to put in writing my experience of the last eight months
as a NQT. This perfectly illustrates how little time I have to do anything
other than prepare, plan, mark and of course, eat and sleep.
During
my first week it became very clear to me that teaching, as a NQT is many miles
from teaching as a student. This is due to the countless new roles and responsibilities
I immediately inherited, of which I had little previous experience, never
having the authority to exercise such roles, e.g. parent consultation evenings
and contributing to staff meetings. Like all NQTs
I have experienced the transition from student to teacher to be difficult.
It does not happen straight away and with ease but can take months
if not the whole year.
My
first term was an exceptionally steep learning curve during which I learned
something valuable each day and subsequently worried over how I had managed
for so long without these pieces of information! This accelerated period of
teacher training has also resulted from the opportunity given to me by my
current school to observe and contribute to excellent practice.
Survival
of my first year has hinged upon hard work, long days and collegial support.
As not only a new member of staff but a NQT, I was highly aware of my little
teaching experience in comparison to those around me, and therefore greatly
appreciated colleagues understanding the pressures I was under. A simple smile,
well done or enquiry about my day and offerings of advice makes a surprisingly
tremendous difference to feeling welcome.
The
biggest challenge I have faced is achieving a work-life balance, which I understand
to be a perennial problem for all teachers. I desire a 36-hour day! To stop
thinking about school and switch off is something I still struggle with as
person with very few commitments and suspect I always I will. I find it a
complex task to simultaneously designate time to myself without feeling guilty
and manage high quality planning, teaching and marking without allowing standards
to slip.
Strategies
I have developed to cope with the stresses of the job include utilising strengths
of support staff to ease those pressures that otherwise prevent me from leaving
school at a reasonable hour; using my half day non-contact time as productively
as possible; developing sound and happy working relationships with all
members of staff; and laughing when days go horribly wrong.
Stark
realisations that have struck me at different points since last September
entail my legal responsibilities as a teacher; the huge impact I have on the
lives of the children I teach; how I will always have the fantastic Friday
feeling in addition to the sinking, Sunday night feeling; how very difficult
it is to visit the bank, doctor, dentist, post office; and accepting that
I will only ever holiday during peak season and pay the prices!
My
overriding impression of the last two school terms and my incentive to continue
teaching has been the many wonderful and intangible rewards I have experienced,
particularly having my own class and no longer borrowing somebody else’s.
I still get excited about challenges I face in teaching and appreciate the
opportunity to take ownership of my own workspace and have autonomy in my
teaching. Furthermore, I feel validated as teacher when children bring in
homework without being asked but because learning experiences in the classroom
have motivated them.
Undoubtedly
my first year, thus far, has been an incredibly demanding year, which I have
thoroughly enjoyed since it has inspired to me to embrace and learn from every
challenge I face. However, the thought of the summer holidays as only 12 school
weeks away and the promise by many that no other year is as difficult as the
first is very reassuring and comforting!
Nav Uppal
April, 2004